It’s 2:49 a.m. I’m sitting on the loveseat in the living room with my laptop balanced on the seat’s thick arm. Penny is using my feet, which are up on the loveseat, as a pillow. She’s got a heavy, fat head.
I’ve been up for hours, as usual, reading the news, catching up on blogs, and clicking through humor sites. I’ve always been a night owl, but ever since I got laid off, I’ve really been taking advantage of not having to get up early. I tend to stay up now until 4 or 5 in the morning and get out of bed around 11 or noon. Though often, I’ll have to get up earlier than that to walk the dogs. I’m more awake now than ever because I fell asleep earlier for a good part of the evening after taking some allergy medications. Allergy season is starting off with a bang here in Los Angeles and, as is the case every spring, I am suffering greatly.
Enough of the boo-hooing, I really need to get back on a “normal” schedule, but nothing is motivating me to do so at the moment. I wish I could say I was accomplishing a lot during these quiet, deserted hours but I’m basically just wasting time until I resign myself to bed out of exhaustion. I actually haven’t been motivated to do much lately, which is a bit frustrating since I now have all the time in the world. I’m probably dealing with a bit of depression and that usually results in me getting really apathetic and lethargic. Well, at least I’m self-aware so that’s a start.
I haven’t been completely inactive though. The “garden” I’ve started on my balcony is moving along, slowly but surely. A few weeks ago I planted some ranunculus bulbs and was excited to see that all 5 have sprouted!

You can barely make out the first one, but it's there!
Growing something from the ground up is so simple yet very rewarding.

You can do it little guy!
In addition to the ranunculus bulbs and the already-grown ranunculus plant on my balcony, I picked up a fern from Home Depot. It wasn’t until I got the fern home that it hit me: I find ferns to be very creepy.

Mr. Creepy Fern
How are ferns creepy? Well consider that they haven’t changed much for millions of years. These ancient plants dominated the landscape back when dinosaurs ruled the Earth and almost seem like animals themselves. They don’t reproduce the same way most plants do, no, not with pollens and seeds. Instead, they coat their undersides with what looks like egg sacs and each little spore is capable of developing into a separate organism which in turn can grow into a new fern… something about that really disturbs me. Plus, if you ever looked at the underside of a fertile fern leaf, the spores do look rather nasty and makes you think the plant had been infected by some insect or something. Plus, new leaves don’t really sprout, they unfurl from a tight curl… ::shudders:: why did I buy a fern?! I’m glad it’s outside where it can’t attack me and impregnant me with its spore. But it is pretty to look at, so I guess it’s all good.
I also picked up a plant at the 99 Cents Only Store. They get in little potted plants now and then and 80% of the time there’s a tiny stake in the dirt with some vague description like “Asst. Ivy” or “Cactus.” The plant I bought was the healthiest plant there, which isn’t saying much since the rest were either wilting or dead. But hey, for 99 cents, you can’t expect quality care.
Unfortunately, my plant didn’t have a stake nor any other labels. I had no idea what it was, but I knew it was a flowering plant because I saw little buds on it. I have never seen a flowering plant at the 99 Cents Only Store and was really excited to see what it would turn out like. Well, two days later it bloomed!

What a great buy for only 99 cents!
I was so pleasantly surprised at the results! It has a pretty pink color and a soft, beautiful fragrance. Unfortunately, it turns out I’m allergic to the flowers (what a surprise) so I had to take it from the kitchen window sill and put it out on the balcony. I tried in vain to figure out what it was by Googling a few similar flowers. Gladiolus? Nope. Lilacs? No way. I was clueless.
And then, the other night as I was washing the dishes, I wasn’t even thinking about the plant when a random word just entered my head: hyacinth. Sometimes, life works in mysterious ways. I have no idea how I came upon it, but I immediately did a Google image search for hyacinth and, eureka!, that’s exactly what my plant is. My subconscious mind must have pieced together some vague memories and suddenly made the connection. Now I’m wondering how long it will last and if it will bloom anymore. Seems like it’s just a one-stalk, one-time deal.
Okay, this blogging has succeeded in making me tired. I’m gonna try to take baby steps into getting back on a normal, daytime schedule. Will try to get up by 10 and hit the gym. Even though that’s only about 6 hours of sleep, I’m hoping it will make me tired enough later so I end up going to bed at a decent hour!
Oh, by the way, Threadless is once again having their $5 t-shirt sale. I picked up a few. From observation based on what sizes are sold out, it seems that men and large women are the biggest t-shirt wearers. Women sizes L, XL, and 2XL are often sold out first. I’m lucky to be on the opposite end of that spectrum.
Thanks to Jen of From Head to Toe for getting the word out about the NYX Cosmetics lot sale. I first discovered NYX eyeshadows at my local Longs drugstore. They have a great color selection and their shadows are of such great quality: smooth application, long lasting, and wonderful color payoff. They rival many designer brands yet were only $3.99 each as compared to $18+ for many high-end brands. Needless to say, I was a bit upset when Longs stopped carrying NYX, but because of this lot sale I am getting lot 3 which has 43 (FORTY THREE!) different shadows for only $1 each! OMG! My order was shipped today and should be arriving tomorrow. Eee! So excited. I don’t wear makeup very often but absolutely love owning eyeshadows. It’s like owning little pieces of an endless palette of colors.